I feel like I should be getting an award for being crappy blogger of the month. I love blogging but I am at a total lack of ideas on what to write. I am pretty excited about my new blog because it fits in really well with the stage that I am in at the moment.
Right now I am just consumed with my family, self improvement and ideas for our future. I don't even know if any of that is interesting enough to write about. I try not to focus on what people might want to read, but obviously I wouldn't be posting stuff so publicly if I didn't hope someone might be interested.
Plus, I am full of big dreams right now... big hopes that are scary and exciting and seemingly impossible, but I want them to come true anyway. I am trying desperately to convince Josh that instead of buying a house in a few years, we should just buy an RV or camper. Maybe he could find some kind of employment that would allow us to travel and be Gypsy's. I mean, I don't think we need a lot of money to be happy, we are proving that right now. We need food, shelter, clothes and ways to educate ourselves. Internet is nice, but we could always use wi-fi at places. We would obviously need to have enough money set aside to take care of emergencies, specifically medical, but mechanical as well. I can make toys and educational items or buy them at thrift stores and second hand places. I don't know...I know there is a lot that I am not thinking of. I just desperately want to live outside the box. I want to be free and really LIVE and I know that we aren't going to be able to do that where we are forever.
Who knows, tomorrow I might want safety and security, but I doubt it. I feel like a new, fresh wind is blowing and I want to follow it wherever it leads.
So, once again, this post is all over the place. Bear (or bare?) with me as I continue to grow and learn and decide what I want.