I haven't been feeling well since yesterday morning. Nothing horrible, just really tired and a headache and tummyache. It has left me with a complete lack of drive to get anything done which makes me feel sort of sad. Plus, all of this lazing around gives me a lot of time to think, which isn't always a good thing. Aaaand, for some reason I lost my whole bottle of Celexa and can't get a refill until the end of June. It all adds up to melancholy Katie.
I have been trying to implement so many positive changes in my life, but sometimes I feel like I am juggling all these balls and just waiting to drop them. I feel like I am not as great of a mom as I could be, nor am I the best wife or housekeeper or cook or really anything at all at the moment. It would be ok if I didn't know that I was capable of more, but I am. I need to get it together and get into a routine and stop being a bum.
Thankfully, a new day starts tomorrow and I have the ability to make choices and fix the things that are bothering me :)
Sorry for rambling.
On a positive note, Josh surprised me with the new Sarah McLachlan cd this week. It was such a thoughtful surprise and I am enjoying listening to the new music. It's not my favorite Sarah, but I don't think anything can live up to my love for her first few cd's.
Happy Saturday :)